Hi

i am so tired right now.  I have been through hell.  This Mother's heart is crying for my children's pain.  on the outside I am supportive and affirming.  On the inside I am screaming at that ******))) for all the anguish that is manifesting itself in front of me.  Logically I know what is going on and that I can not control a thing that comes out of his mouth.  Emotionally I feel every dagger that is being landed in my back.  Right now I am at a low spot.  It will not always be this way.  I just feel like I am losing the heart of my children because of his lies.